I have always loved traveling by trains. By this, yes, I also mean the local public transport system trains. True, people have complained how bad the trains are at times, I have enjoyed most of my rides:)
The times where I have had random people smile at me, the times where I randomly play with kids next to me and have people stare at the title of the book that you're reading ( I had people trying to read the back cover too). The times where I get squashed between people due to my height, how some passengers scold other passengers who get into the train without letting others disembark first, how most people check their phones as soon as they get into the train and the random conversations I had.
But most of all, I enjoy just sitting and starring thorough the window. Looking through the clouds and the mind wanders to a far away land. The present does not matter anymore. Not even the people around you. I love this moments. It gives a certain pleasure that we tend to miss everyday. The only time, where you rule everything. There is no limitation what so ever. And I thats what I did today!
Exactly a week ago, the big day that we all have been waiting and planning for months finally came. The conference, EAMSC 2009! Months of planning and discussing over and over again the timetable, never getting past discussing Day 1, Day 1 was here. People were flying in from all over and we were still doing last minute preparations.
4 days of conference was pure fun. Meeting people of different culture, norms, values and principles. 200 over students coming from different backgrounds and sharing their experiences is one in a life time experience. What is bigger than that is the fact, that we organised the conference with no knowledge or little knowledge on how a conference was done was amazing. And today to look back, at what we have achieved and done, I think we all did a fantastic job and deserve a pat on our backs. Although there were minor glitches, on the whole the conference was a success. From where I stand, I realised at some point or rather, doing only what we have to do is not sufficient. Stepping up and helping others would mean a lot to them, I have learnt. And best of all, nothing beats working together as team. The sense of connectedness that was present was invaluable. Not just among other delegates, but also among us, from the same university. I got to know some of my seniors better and for the first time spoken to some. All this while, it was only a smile along the corridor or an hello, but working with them was a whole new experience. And to see everyone leave their differences behind and work hand in hand was amazing.
As for the conference, the lessons learnt was priceless. Well, it was not about learning on the illness per say, but more about how to make a change and creating awareness among public particularly youths on HIV/AIDS. The sessions were impactful and powerful. It really makes you want to do something- make a change. It gave me a whole new perspective on approaches in creating awareness. Besides that, I realized that, there is no point in waiting for others to make a change, it all starts within us. If I can take a small step and do something, someone else might follow suit-a snowball effect-will definitely have an impact on the community and society. As some of us were discussing the other day, our plans to put what was learnt during the conference to good use, many difference ideas came up. All I hope is, no matter where we are, all these ideas will be carried out successfully.
I have made friends from all over, got souvenirs, exchanged name cards and had lots of fun but most of all, I have learnt many new things that will change my values, principles, purpose, perception and the person I am. I have found the courage to make a change and definitely move on from there. Taking small steps.
On the whole, I never went to medical school thinking that I will be part of a conference let alone help organise it, but here I am. Much of things learnt during the conference is not something that we would get in a classroom environment everyday. It is not about what was being taught but more of what you feel of what was being taught. The experiences I gained will always be a part of me and who I am.
The most important lesson, no matter where you are: It's not the illness that kills, its the stigma!
As Natasya asked: Do I only blog if I am bored? If that was true, you should know that I am really not bored now (judging from the number of posts lately). So, am I bored? Maybe...
Well, I only blog, when there is a need to, and mind you, this " need's " attendance has been bad lately. But, it is slowly making a come back... So wait...
Well as the title says: I have not been blogging for a while now (almost 3 months I think). Busy: thats the word. The other thing: time flies. Its as if the year just started, but would be October soon. That reminds me, exam would be soon.
